Wasting Away #14

There are a lot of people in the room at the moment.

We have some unusual people, like Charlotte and Lydia, who doesn't always hang out here.

Sarah was in the room chatting with Alvin. I say "was" because now, as always someone is looking over my shoulder. and that is Sarah.

It sounds like me and lydia are having a typing competition because we're both typing away on our respective pcs. She cut class.

I'm lazy to turn on the air-con. I asked Lydia but she gave me "that" look.

She says she's tired. From what, I don't know.

Bye Sarah.

Bye Charlotte.

Bye Szen.

Everyone is leaving.

Haihz. Suddenly I have nothing to blog about because most people have left.

Sarah is back and she's wondering where's Ben.

Ben O Ben, wherefore art thou? A damsel lies here in distress looking for you!
Oh Sir Benjamin THomas the Cockerel Heart, wherefore art thou?

It's ok. Meng Yoe is here. Let HIM save the day.

Sicker and sicker, said Charlottte.

Beastiality, Sarah asked, has been around for a long time right? I think so.
She has a thing for beastiality. Which beast, i don't know. The small beast. Man. Whatever.

Hahaha.

Lydia thinks i'm writing nonsense. But she doesn't know that I am documenting all the important little things that normal people oversee, but appreciate thousands of years later.

ALiens will one day ask, "WHAT IS THE MEDIA LAB!?" or "WHO IS THIS BEAST?" or "THIS TMY IS A GREAT LIAR!"

now they're really gone.

I like the goo goo dolls song, "I'm Still Here"

I'm still here.

MSN Tales #5: He Said Hi

there was once this small boy, who loved this small girl
they never spoke
and all he did was adore her
in her class presentations, in the games, in the 6 year olds' play

right up till their primary school recitals

he would watch her run around with her girlfriends

till secondary school
watch her do her lab experiments
watch her blow her own eyebrows off

till college, where she was the hottest chick in town
where men groped at her

until one day

he said hi

and she said hi

-the end-

Wasting Away #13: OOOH SMALL MAN

Aaron said, "**g** (His name is censored in case he reads this) is a small man!"

Sarah didn't do anything.

Aaron said, "can fit him into a pocket."

Sarah didn't do anything.

What a wimp, this girl.

AIyoh.

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Wasting Away #12

Wasting away.

Why exactly do I post stuff about my media lab?

Well, to entertain myself. ONe can say that i have no life. And maybe that is true. But I don't really really care.

Sarah is making a lot of noise behind. She's browsing through a stack of our lecturer's stuff.

Fikri is watching something about our lecturers. Quite funny, really. Probably because I wonder if its really true.

Kerry is turned on. Don't know why.

Sarah said, "Hey i remember her." Yeah who cares.

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It's True.

They say when you meet the love of your life, time stops, and that's true.

Wasting Away #11: You Are So Discouraging

I'd like to believe that when you are in love with someone, that someone naturally and supernaturally becomes the most beautiful person in the world.

Sarah isn't that romantic.

She just told me that she's not really into the above phrase.

Sarah thinks she's not pretty but she's attractive.

I'm not entirely sure what she meant by that, but even Sze Ning is shaking her head in confusion.

So anyway, I'm sitting between these two girls typing this blog post.

She also says that she wants the guy to be totally straight. and forward. I'm not sure if she meant straightforward, or straight and forward.

Sze Ning is writing about Marijuana. And two young boys. I have to hormonically charged females sitting beside me. And what about me? Deprived and depressed? Hormonically stunted? Hmmm. I think it is a good time to re-examine myself.

I wouldn't consider myself to be sitting between two pretty women. Just two attractive women.

Define attractive.

"Someone that attracts you lah," said Sarah. I honestly don't know why the heck she said that. Sounds so stoopit.

"Beautiful is aesthetically proportionate....(???)... Attractive doesn't need to be proportionate but it has to be pleasing to the eye..." said Sze Ning.

I don't know what that means. So... lets say I have a big fat ass and an undersized head, if a girl loves me then I'm naturally pleasing to the eye? I'd love that.

Sarah can be such a bimbo sometimes.

Fikri wants me to write about him. But I told him that I'm writing about two girls.

He said, "Then don't write about me."

I wonder why is he so shy. No I don't.

Sarah had her unit guide for her assignment on her lap for the past hour. If you look into her screen now, its email, email, more email, even more email. And none from her stalker. I think he has changed victims.

When she opened assignment file. I asked her, "how far are you done?"

I scrolled down, and all I saw was... THE TITLE OF THE ASSIGNMENT!!! WOO HOO!!!

Sze Ning is writing about Crappy now. No wait, it's Krabbi. Some place in Thailand.

Oh in case you're wondering, me sarah and szenny started talking about attractiveness because she said something scandalous...

For more details, email me at superratty@gmail.com and I will tell you what she said. Muahaha.

BOOM. BADA BOOM. BADA BOOM. BADA BOOM. BADA BOOM.

Stream of consciousness? Nah. It's a stream of nonsense. Then again, shit doesn't flow like water, unless you're talking about liquefied poo. The kind of stuff u get when you eat something wrong,

Gotta go for class. Bye.

Read the other posts as well. Thanks.

My PDA is making a lot of noise. Such a beetle.

Spirited Away

"He that has no rule over his own spirit is like a city that is broken down, and without walls."
Proverbs 25:28

And I do know that I am of the above. I have no rule over my own spirit, neither do I seem to have the strength to challenge myself to.
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Here is a short excerpt of the character I respect and admire the most in all of the Bible, Jesus aside:

"Josiah was eight years old when he began to reign, and he reigned in Jerusalem thirty-one years. And he did that which was right in the sight of the Lord, and walked in the ways of David his father, and did not turn aside to the right, nor to the left."

For in the eight year of his reign, while he was yet young, he began to seek after the God of David his father: and in the twelft year he began to purge Judah and Jerusalem from the high places, and the groves, and the carved images, and the molten images."
2 Chronicles 34:1-3]

He was 8 when he became king. He was 16 when he sought after the Lord with all his heart. He was 20 when he took on his own nation, and succeeded. When he was 22 he rebuilt the temple of God.

He wouldn't have achieved all this if he didn't know who God was. And it amazes me, that by his adulthood (by modern standards), he had changed the face of Israel and Judah. Sure, context and all that would suggest that it is almost impossible for an 8 year old kid to be elected King or Prime Minister today.

But still, he knew God, and knew God well.

And that is what I desire.

"And Jeremiah lamented for Josiah, and all the singing men and the singing women spoke of Josiah in their lamentations to this day, and made them an ordinance in Israel: and, behold, they are written in the lamentations.

Now the rest of the acts of Josiah, and his goodness, according to that which was written in the law of the Lord, and his deeds, first and last, behold, they are written in the book of the kings of Israel and Judah."
2 Chronicles 25-27

I believe he ended well. The only other king in his era who died and had any mention of a beautiful funeral in which his death was lamented to God by the great prophets was David.

I don't want to change the world, but certainly, I seek purpose.
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As life takes turn after turn, towards further uncertainties, insecurities, fear, pain, or whatever else.

"Naked I came out of my mother's womb, and naked shall I return: the Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord."
Job 1:21

"Your kingdom come. Your will be done on Earth, as it is in heaven."
Matthew 6:10

"For God is not the author of confusion(disorder), but of peace, as in all churches of the saints."
1 Corinthians 14:33

And so, let my spirit believe that. Let my spirit believe that.

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"If it be so, our God whom we serve is able to deliverus from the burning fiery furnace, and he will deliver us out of your hand, O king (nebuchadnezzar)... But if not, be it known unto you, O King, that we will not serve your gods, nor worship the golden image that you have set up."
Daniel 3.18

Wasting Away #10

I have a stupid performance tonight. I was tricked and forced and threatened (ISA methods) into performing.

Initially, the lecturer said that the LAN people are to organize a small function with performances bla bla bla and we're graded for it. Then a few weeks later, we were told its a big Monash event with VIPS coming and bla bla bla. Like 2 weeks before the event, we were told its a massive function, and we have to do it because we're graded for it.

Screw the LAN subjects you know. We have like a trillion papers due and we're supposed to organize some function for some VIP and kill ourselves over it for some VIP. You know how lame that is? Its forcing us to NOT prioritize our assignments. Fun is one thing... and this ISN'T fun at all. And we have to put in more effort than we're willing because we're being graded for this!!! They're forcing us to be screwed by grading us!!! So we're supposed to trade of days of our time that we can spend on our more important papers for some VIP function which we were tricked into.

I hope they read this post.

There's a load of noise out there.

Wani is bugging me. Fikri is showing people his middle finger about some ad that caused some racial controversy. OOOOOH I better shut up, in case some government official decides to read this blog and screw me over under the Internal Security Act. OOh, and they can arrest me without warrant.

Fikri wonders why no one dreams about him. Kerry just said that she dreamt of me. NAveen, a really irritating dimbulb in our class, is one with Fikri. I don't know what that means.

Wani is talking like a bimbo now. Apparently she's telling people that no one can be with Fikri other than herself.

"Where are all the condoms?" asked Benji. You see, we actually have a huge package of condoms from the Malaysian AIDS council. And its missing now. I wonder who took it. COuld be a guy, could be a girl. Could be BENJI. BUt then again, he goes for animals.

I don't think its Fikri, cos he doesn't have the opportunity to use them. It could be Sarah, but mostly i think its Kerry.

ANyway, the condoms are missing. For all you know, our lecturers could have come in here and taken it for themselves.

Or maybe the government wanted to prevent sexual stuff in universities!!! They took it and used it for themselves!!

Oh wait. I must be careful before policemen charge in her and handcuff me.

Fikri asked Eddie, "you went to play pooh ah yesterday?"

It sounded like "you went to play poo ah yesterday?"

And Eddie said, "yeah."

BURP

Oh ihave to run for the government imposed LAN performance now. Did I say its really stupid?

The distance between me and the Father

O God, why have You cast me off forever? Why does Your anger smoke against the sheep of Your pasture?

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The day is Yours, the night also is Yours. You have prepared the light and the sun.


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Remember me

Wasting Away #9

This morning everyone decided to sleep in. I was alone in class without the gang. Except Sarah, who couldn't resist writing me notes. It's understandable. I'm Meng Yoe. Who wouldn't want to? Hahahahahaha.

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"We need people to play Captain's Ball". It means We have to play ball with captains.
That's what Kerry Ann said.
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Class now!!!

Argh. Getting lame. Sze Ning said she brought in a calendar to mark Fikri's lameness

Benji decided to go for class. He is such an ass.

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Everyone wants to play captain ball instead of football. And Kerry said, "or do you want to play with other balls?"

Hanging things here and there.

So many things going on at the moment here. So many discourses.

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I just ate some yong tau foo. I ate crabsticks, fish and stuff.

I am bored.

I am wasting away.

I am blur

Benji is reading this.

Fikri said i should go for class.


Sexy. Fikri said that.

Maybe not.

Gr.

Tried calling bright one but she didn't pick up.

Lane...

A petal, plucked from a familiar rose

A shell, stripped from a familiar snail

A fart, smelt from a familiar skunk

A kiss, sent from familiar lips

Don't mis

When expectations fly out the window,
we choose to either fly out with the expectation, or sit still and draw up new expectations.

We do both, every now and then. Sometimes we realize it. Sometimes we don't.

Sometimes we meet it, sometimes we don't.

Stay bright, Bright One

Stay here with me.

Wasting Away #8

Wasting away again.

Meeting just ended. Elaine called halfway through it. Tried calling back but she didn't pick up. Hmm. She should have.

I'm in the room next door, where the meeting just took place. Susanna Michael and Steven left already. In turn, Benji Wani and Sarah came in and started discussing CCP. It stands for Communications and Cultural Policies. I think. I think. I'm taking the subject too.

Sze Ning rambled about how two of her friends were discussing Sin City when she hasn't seen it yet. She got irritated and left lunch. Well, when she told me about it. I said, "There are three storylines. One's about Hartigan, the other about Marv, and the last one Dwight." She said, the two boys talked more about it. THen I started talking about "Yellow Bastard" and stuff like that.

I haven't seen the movie too.

They're studying. Why are they studying? Kiasu bunch of dimbulbs.

Oh just now Susanna wanted extra pizzas (Steven brought them) so I made fun of her carrying that oversized pizza box. She would disappear behind the box. Benji just walked out and in again. I wonder why he does that sometimes. Why can't he barge in and out like the other people? (Read earlier post)

Ni jian dau di xing jong jui ai de ren, shi jian hui ting.

that's my favorite line in chinese, though sze mun once pointed out that my chinese is completely unromantic.

Benji is talking about some guy who won the "Male search" thing. I think he likes him. His muscles and all. Sarah particularly likes his biceps, even though we can see it. She just said, "I can imagine it."

Everyone just told me to be careful with what I say on this blog because our lecturer Dr.Yeoh reads some of our blogs. You know what? This is a good opporutnity for us to bond and get to know each other.

"I think Meng Yoe is too much." said Wani. and she just told me that her roomate (whom i have no idea who) puts my blog up on her "favorites" list. I have a fan.

Okay people are flowing into the room now. Gotta go.

Sarah is breathing down my neck and Benji is yelling "SARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!" like some deprived boy.

Elaine should call back.

Byes.

Wasting Away #7

I realize that this is the longest series of blog topics. Most of my other topics have only accumulated slowly. "Ticket Prices", my series on life/stationery analogies, have hit the shelf after 2 posts. "MSN Tales" is stuck at 4 posts cos I haven't told a story lately. I try to make it a point not to write too much personal day to day stuff on my blog but oh well. "Wasting Away" series will be the only series where I crap more about day to day stuff.

So anyway, nothing is happening now.

Fikri is giving a friend extra tuition for "Media Audiences". Not sure if he's trying to give extra help in studies or is he trying to crack lame jokes in an attempt to woo her. Melissa just barged into the room with Shi Ying. They asked "Can I come in?", and before I answered they're already in. So much for asking. Hahaha. Not that I really care. It just is like that. Weird, but true. With so few people around today, for some reason, I think it's good to have them around. At least they're female.

Now they're all in the next room with Fikri. I guess he's cracking okay jokes. No one is bugging me now, so I guess I'll start bitching about some people. Nah. I'm not the type. I'm a nice guy.

Sze Ning tried to get free pizzas from downstairs. She didn't get any because she saw that the line was too long.

Susanna just barged in. I think there's a thing about people barging into this room instead of politely knocking and waiting for me to open the door. They just barge in. My goodness. Girl's these days are less polite.

Anyway, Sze Ning. Yeah. She's silly to go down to get free pizzas. You know why? Because I KNEW it was gonna be crazy to get a free slice of pizza so I didn't even bother trying to get it. So I must be smart. Muahahahahahahahahaha.

Susanna and Melissa are talking really loudly. I can hear waves of noise beating against my ear drums.

"I always had this impression that..." something something something. Susanna is talking crap. She is carrying a lot of books. I think she is waiting for me to open the journalism lab for a meeting. I don't feel like it yet because I'm lazy.

It's 11:51. I have 9 minutes to meeting.

You know, "Bila kamu jumpa orang yang paling ter-cinta, masa akan berhenti! Dan itu benar! Benar! Benar! Benar!!!"

That was my stab at BM. A bit crappy.

Anyway, I better go. I better go.

Susie is eating in this room. She is dropping food all over the place. It's like she expects birds and vultures to fly in and pick the crumbs. I'm kidding. All of us eat here and leave crumbs all the time and we don't really care about it.

In fact, we have wild parties here. Now you wouldn't want to know about that. A lot of things go on in the sound-proof room.

Anyway, better go before someone steals the room.

Love of life.

.The End.

Expect sequel(s).

Expect prequel(s).

Big Fat Stinking

I live in a fantastically idiotic society.

I'm an idiot. I really admit that.

Why am I an idiot? You know, personally I don't believe that people are born smart or stupid, but rather groomed to be who they are to be through various sources.

So why am I an idiot?

Because I grew up in a fantastically idiotic society that groomed be to be an idiot.

"What about agency?" you ask
"What about free-will?" you ask
"You could've chosen not to be an idiot!" you say
"You were born an idiot!" you say
"You were disobedient!" you claim
"You're the rotten egg!" you accuse

A ton of crap ok. A ton of it.

Anyone of you think you have free will, then you are the biggest dimbulbs in the world, because by saying you have free will, you've already lost your free will, because you've already bought into the system that tells you there is free will when there is actually none.

I couldn't have chosen not to be an idiot. If all my life the people I've followed have all been idiots, it's only natural I become an idiot.

I'm not complaining, neither am I blaming anyone. I'm just saying don't point a finger at me and call me an idiot, because somehow, one way or another, it'll come back to you. Because we live in a fantastically idiotic society.

Plus I do know I'm an idiot, and I admit it. Wow, that must make me smarter than you already because you're not aware that you're an idiot. Wow. I know one thing more than you, that I'm an idiot. Wait, no, I know two more things than you. I know that I'm an idiot, and I also that you're an idiot.

No, I know 3 more things than you. I know that I'm an idiot, I know that you're an idiot, and I know that you don't know that you're an idiot.

I suddenly feel like I'm not such a big fat stinking idiot after all.

Profanity

is bad for health.

is bad for health.

is bad for health.

Argh.

Bugs

There is no accent to crying.


It sounds the same everywhere you go.

It sounds like "crying", anywhere in the world.